the world

When I was born I had no idea what I was doing here, because what kind of world was this? And if I wasn't born who could I be then? If I grew up I will never know myself, because what if I forgot who was I? My friends will probably know what should I do because they like me, my life would be flashing like thunder! I hope I will remember everything I like so that way I would be happy, so I would not be bad to myself or somebody I like. If something prevented me it would've been good. Every night I dream I could change the universe like magical tricks.I hope someday it would come to me so one day I can change the whole wide world, if I cannot change the world it can just stay
like this.